alone :/
Entah kenapa aku rasa buat fake my own death, sebab aku nak tengok who would notice. Entah kenapa aku rasa macam aku nak sakit yang boleh masuk hospital sebab aku nak tengok sape yang akan menyusahkan diri datang melawat aku :/
"K dulu memang aku teringin nak sakit, nak mati. Tapi bila aku pikir balik. Whoshhh, bodohnya aku :O kenapa cepat sangat putus asa? Isti, this is the real 'life'. Without knowing anything, i'm gonna be NOTHING. So, you must through all this fucking challenge baby.Yeahh, i know you can. Kau ingat tak lirik stacy yang dalam lagu 'jahat' tu? Dia cakap "go baby go". Haaaa, itu dia bagi untuk kau lahh isti :) Kau ada dengar lagu "i need a doctor" Dalam lirik dia, dia ada cakap "I owe my life to you". Ohoh, K you must forget that sentence -,- Hidup kau, cara kau. Kau takyah nak kata kau ada hutang nyawa dengan orang lain k? Faham tak isti? (: And please, dont expect someone that never cared about you. Stop cared bout someone who always make a slander to you. Okayh? :D Stop saying that you're useless. Stop saying that you're insecure. You're are Isti.And isti is still isti and isti would never ever has another isti. Stop take care about others heart who never care about your heart. STOP ALL THE NONSENSE ISTI. YOU CAN BE THE BEST :')"
p/s : Internet kat rumah, dah jarang ada :/ so, kadang-kadang jea dapat update blog :')
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