Special For You , Enjoy :)
god, i should be happy
The date that I mean is 5MAY2011.
Have a very precious moment in it but i dont know where the 'precious' hide.
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| things change, and every changes have their own reason |
Come onto my class and i didn't see all my friend. Such like azie neylly syahirah and syarifah. Where they? Im alone and feel loneliness. Im feel like im not eligible to have friend. They leave me that way ? But I need them :'/ Go to lab, walking alone. Done all the thing, by myself. Talking to me, not to the moon cause moon doesn't appear at the time (':
And im searching for my hubby. But I dont know where. Does he absent ? Hell yeahh, he is absent. Last night, Aina say that he is confined by some lil' !@#$% bro at the double 'C' (cyber cafe) I thought it is just a joke, but he said that if he didn't come to school at the tomorrow day, give him RM 100. I just can only shed my tears :'/
"Baby, today is our anniversary but why I cant feel the way people feel when they celebrate their anniversary? All I want is happiness and closer each other"
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| I need someone's hug, please |
Home from school with faking fucker smile. Then, I saw my sista was in front of the door and I had to suppress a shudder of my leg as I heard my grandma was pass away :'( Grandma, im gonna miss you forever and I will pray for you always (': I was in my hometown for 4 days.
I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE A CONCLUCION, WHETHER IM HAPPY OR NOT.
IM SHOULD BE HAPPY ON THAT DAY, BUT THIS IS DEFINITION FROM GOD. IM JUST CAN ACCEPT :)
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